if i jump in the grand canyon will you watch puppy? Subj: if you athink you are ever sleeping with me again Date: 03/07/2001 4:20:35 AM EST From: xxxxxxxx To: Deadkyttn i cant even tell you how hard my heart is pounding right now....and the shakeing..........you would do this to me? go fuck yourself you bitch!!!!!!! i will never hold you, i will never talkk to you. you are the most horrible person ever to do this to me. AAAAAAHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FUCK!!!!!!!!!!! dont you ever looka t me again! you taste like shit and piss ... oh yeah. thats what i woke up to. theres 10 more like it too. lovely hate mail from ian to me. because he decided to go read my emails in his hunt to figure out why im so evil. i hope hes happy. he made me cry. this whole situation makes me cry. i came out here chasing love..and i think i missed it.. and in the process have demolished any semblance of sanity that remained in my home. it scares me that i have to go back there with him. whats left if youre afraid to go home? nothing. fuckign nothing. |