no time like now.
i have not been here in almost exactly 4 years.
i miss you still my friend.
i still lurk in the same dark corners, under the same apple tree. the world around has changed completely but there is a corner of my heart always reserved for you. if you find yourself here you should reach out. its funny that i still think of telling you about life and all the madness that has gone on, as if we haven't just talked in a month or two, when it's been many years.
that probably makes me sound crazy, but i know you understand. i don't know why my semi yearly emails go unanswered, or why you haven't contacted me when i am so easy to find, and i know. KNOW that you wonder. ah. it's all very you. hah. perhaps the time was not right. well, if i've learned anything over the years it's to follow your instinct. and if you're reading this, like i'm writing this entry, now after 4 years of thinking about it and not writing...
three is you.
if you've gotten this far, maybe you wanna keep going?