dont forget... i think shrinks are a waste of time for the most part but once, back in my "crazy time" as my mom so lovingly calls it, i met with this crisis intervention woman..who actually had some words of wisdom that i still like to remember to this day.. i was all love sick and broken hearted having just been dragged back from utah.. and subsequently having that relationship end.. i was a mess of tears and angst.. and she told me.. you have to stop being upset that its over and remember the good things that you had. remember the good and discard the bad. because dwelling on the bad shit isnt going to get me anywhere and it only taints the good times we did have. i think i needed that reminder.. i like when my brain reminds itself of things...because its true..im having some good times.. they just seem to get lost under the bad shit that i dwell on.. i dont regret anything. and im sorry for any shit ive caused. thank you. goodnight. * shes leaving on a jet plane to eternity. |