unsisterly how can you replace mr. rogers? i hope they don't. i hope he retires and is gone. because the sequels are always bad. "boys and girls. dont do drugs." was mr. t just talking directly to me? nah. tonights been kinda weird. my mom didnt answer my email right away. and she always does. shes schedueled and planned like that.. every 5am. and she loves email from me. but she didnt write this time. and i actually worried for a second. that something random happened. random when relating to my family usually equalling bad.. so i called the moms. and she called me back. and hotmail was just down. and sometimes im silly. and sometimes i care. and sometimes my moms calls.. and i leave sweet people mid storytime to talk to her. but tonight it was like talking to an old friend. which is rare with me and my mom. my mom acting more as a reminder service of things i need to get done, than a friend. maybe its because she asked for money? and for once it wasnt me asking to borrow.. because i spent my money on crayons. who knows.. but we talked about things. and my sister.. my sister .. who i think ive bitched about before. .. i read that and its all true. that sums her up.. well that sums up her evil side. but my sister can be the sweetest thing ever. shes my younger sister.. awwe. heh. she came up for my birthday and covered the apartment in powerpuff girls stuff.. because i might have a little obsession with them or something..heh. and she does care about me. people always tell me she looks up to me.. and i always chuckle.. because id never know.. but my sister is crazy. i mean we're all a little crazy.. but shes panic attack crazy..and snap into evil mode in a second crazy.. and for a long time.. my mom was all.. "well.. thats just shannon for you." that was her answer.. and then one day. my sister.. realized that something was wrong.. and so now she gets the .. grr. i cant finish this now. theres too much information to process. cheesy television gameshows.. ian and josh listening to cat stevens in the kitchen...lynette messaging me about hippie girl dresses.. its making me jumbled and my mind isnt thinking like me. or maybe im thinking too much and thats whats stopping me.. either way. i need to talk more about my sister. but it deserves more than i can give it now. so im turning in the towel, the frustration, and the kitchen sink. after 6 sudafed i shouldnt be sniffling like this. |