friday even in repeats so.. vacation was mostly great. the ocean isnt usually wrong.. in that no matter whats really going on when youre there it seems a million miles away. its instant release. magic sighs. i had the most vivid dreams during my week at the beach.. about someone ive never met and havent really talked to in forever but that im convinced must be something to me in some alternate ending to my life.. because he shows up alot lately.. in places and scenarios in dreams where i think hed really understand.. like in my mind i wonder if i could still tell you all the things i think about and youd still hold the understanding i think is there in that bigger then here kind of way. i remember a time when i used to take for granted that the right people could see through the lines and get the messaege. that no matter how cryptic i wrote it or tangled it up it came out, they would know what i was talking about..the unspoken bond of time. i need one of those signs to appear that just tell me everythings right in my little universe and that magic and connection is still alive and kicking. |