a hug in the sun its funny how the mind works. or maybe its the heart. theres only a few things that could get me up a half an hour before my alarm off on a school day. one of them is a dream. there was alot to this dream and most of it doesnt matter.. but we were at our house.. when upstairs was our house.. in that room that used to be yours.. and there was sun.. and you were walking away towards the door.. and i was like.. dad? can i have a hug? and you turned around and gave me the biggest hug ever.. and it felt so good. and if i think about it i can still feel it now. and its so good but so sad at the same time.. and i told you i loved you.. and you said something but its just feelings now.. yesterday was 11 years. 11 whole years since you died.. to the day..and. ive never stopped thinking about you. or loving you. and even a million x 11 years from now ill still love you.. and ill still feel that hug.
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