check please! i dont want to write anymore.. ive started 4 entries in 2 days..and finished and posted none. i dont know what that says. i lie. i want to write.. but the brain to hand ratio seems off. hrm. last night i was melting into myself.. which makes sense to me.. and i hadnt been there in awhile. weird. it puts a different perspective on the day after.. the wind just feeels better.. today sucked more or less. for lack of better.. flowery words to describe it. sleeping late is good. movies are good. work is bad. work is more than bad. work successfully half ruined my weekend.. working till 10pm.. then having to work the next day at 8am doesnt make me happy. it doesnt even make me half smile. im supposed to go to some show with patty and jamie tomorrow night. which .. i dont know. i want to go to for them .. but not for the show. especially since it doesnt start till 9:30.. but doors are at 6.. and its sold out.. so they want to be there right at 6.. which sure seems logical if you know the band playing.. but its all new to me. so to me its 3 and a half hours of being crammed in a club with a bunch of people ill probably hate.. to see some boy play that i dont know. i have poor perspective tonight. work and more specifically customers win the huge suck-age award for tattle tailing customers. i apparently didnt say "do you have a star card?" with enough zip and glee.. and poor mister cheap rich man decided to tattle to the manager about it. i watched him do it.. and glared at him the whole time. i hope hes proud of himself. i dont know what satisfaction people get out of telling on people. go home and bitch to your friends about it. complaining about me will not get you better service next time. and much to your own chagrin it wont get me fired.. or even written up. they need me that bad. so quite frankly suck a dick. *phew* i feel slightly better now. hah. writing it makes it all go awawy right? well.. that and i can hear ian calling to me from the kitchen.. hes saying 'kooooo-texxxxx' over and over. hah. he cracks me up. how can you be completely pissedoff when someones singing about maxi pads? i think its close to impossible. another shitty thing today.. was getting a call from my moms.. who got a credit card bill of mine.. and there was some unknown 80.00 charge on it.. that put me over the limit.. so i now owed them 104.00... come to find out it was some weird thing i had unknowingly enrolled in one time when i called my bank to get my balance. one wrong number typed in and pooof. you owe 8o bucks.. but apparently i was supposed to get 2 free airline tickets. riiiight. so being the grownup i am.. i had my mommy call and get the silly charge taken off. when talking to them she started to think that maybe i had made a secret scheme to get plane tickets.. she knows me too well.. haha. but this time.. it wasnt even my fault ;) so they took off the money.. but stuck me with the over the limit fee. bastards. there was a party tonight that slut girls that ian works with were throwing. theyve been telling him to get me to go to it.. but theyve never spoken a word to me.. which makes me weary.. like why would anyone want me to go to something that bad if they dont know me? im rad and all.. but really. and although they live with the cute starbucks girl who smiles at me alot.. its still weirdly sketchy in my mind. but ian wont go unless i go with him.. which is lame. i think its an attempt to have someone else to place the blame on instaed of admitting to them he really doesnt want to go himself.. hah. ive got it all figured out. the time is 11:38.. saturday night live is on. there is spaghetti to be eaten and brandy *ick* to be drank. its snowing. puppy has successfully eaten 3 out of 8 legs off a toy spider.. lets all eat some worms. |