city nightmare i had written an entry in my head like 4 hours earlier.. there was alot of swearing in it.. swearing and anger and upset. i had just finished standing in 13 degree weather for over a half an hour... i get let out of work a seemingly good 15 minutes early.. only to spend it in the freezing cold until the time i wouldve been out there anyways.. ...if this night is any indication of the week to come.. im in for it.. ian quit his job tonight.. he works in the same store as me.. i was pretty pissed.. actually i am just jealous because i want to quit so bad and im too fucking dumb, or afraid to do so. because i dont have anywhere to turn if i cant find something new.. ive been cold for 3 days. i hate this city. sweetdreams. |