strangers = one more day to press on its fucking 3am.. 3am and im not halfway through some chapter about art in 1940..and i had no class today. no work. just me and free time. and i rode it into oblivion apparently.. i dunno. im still not quite right. i thought about it alot today... and i think it all rests on being in the wrong place.. the wrong coast.. the wrong city.. im not sure.. maybe im just trying to place blame.. or reason on something.. because i hate it here. i really do. evil angry people at work bitched me out again the other night... apparently.. 'im trying to place an order to austrailia' wasnt a good enough reason as to why i was making them wait a minute more.. infringing on their beer intake time im sure. blah. theres alot i need to say about here vs. there. but it is 3am.. and i do have to be up at 7:30am.. so i guess it has to wait. but its coming. its something to say as opposed to my recent nothing. ive been stuck in this inbetween spot that i still cant explain.. hah. a spot that only hotpants.....arrrrrrrrrr. could i guess.. ahhaahah. not really. hotpants and pirates just make me laugh. it has nothing at all to do with my mental state. i cant fix it now at 3am.. so i might as well just laugh. * * * * for you. strangers areee better than candy! heeh. your thoughts and words still bind me to you and i hold them in my heart right next to the stars...and pez. *hug* new conversations and connections are being built even in silence. and for you..thanks for your so kind words.. you can have some pez too. :) just today i was contemplating if anyone actually read this.. or thought twice about it.. because people are scared of guestbooks you know. hah. me included. so thanks .. heeh. my faith in humans has been restored for another night. tune in next time when your faithful heroine tackles mankind in another witty and enchanting episode. hah. it must be late. the little powerpuff girl inside me is starting to get out.. |